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Little GirlLittle girl, What are you living for? Where is your hope? The days of your childhood are not far gone.
Little girl, Why do you try so hard? Life will come if you let it. You needn't throw yourself at it.
Little girl, The answers you seek aren't here. There will be time enough for the truth. Don't ask for things you're not ready to see.
Little girl, I once was you; I had you fears and your hopes, too. Your life will come if you let it.
Little girl, They won't respect you when you let them use you and taint you Little Girl
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Teach Me To Let GoThe questions that I can't bear to ask are haunting my dreams and my days. They fringe my thouhgts and refuse to leave. No one said this would be easy- forgive and forget.
                    No
                                But I can't.
Tell me how to forget the hurt that ate away at my heart and my body and le Teach Me To Let Go
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My Beautiful LetdownHow do you tell your heart to forget the sweet words the gentle kisses that I still love you, regardless? Regardless of how you: deadened my soul left me alone darkened my world and cut me deeper than anyone ever has. After all the cruelty, betrayal, carelessness, lies. I disgust myself. I shouldn't love you. I cannot love you. If I could, I'd rip you from my heart banish you from my thoughts and break free from you and the pain. I close my eyes and think of the thousand reasons why I shouldn't, no, cannot love you. Yet when I open my e My Beautiful Letdown
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Learning HowA winter within a winter, melted away. A solstice in the snowy night, sweeping in the day. Rebirth for two, sweetened with the fear of the coming new. An offered hand, an open door, A desperate hope for something more. The girl with the crimson tears laughs as he wipes away all her fears, As the boy with the partial soul takes her hand and becomes whole. Learning How
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Quicksand EmotionMaybe the sky is just a dream Reality's veil of lies My sight still reaches to feel the clouds
View of an entity's radiance So beautiful and so grand But thoughts race endlessly as falling rain
Maybe the light is just a dream I can't feel a mask over my eyes But the wind burns as the fire blows
The hearth's heat lofts to this humble stone The granite that is this spirit As the warmth does raidly become this child Caught in the downward tide Quicksand Emotion
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Simple Answers.....Black tape covering the lies That I told you I knew you saw through All the untruths in my mind Everytime you cried Knew it was my fault Left in a downfall Feeling that you had died inside Left me in the white Lights in my eyes With shock and surprise Found the letter that you knew you had to write.....
With the rise of the moon I want to know Do you feel the same way as I do As the sky crashes down Give me your hand I'll save you from the ground
Alone in my room Bar all the windows You can't get in now J Simple Answers.....
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Lost In A Crowded RoomTime marches on People change The past gets lost In a haze Lives are blurred Lights go out The streets all empty All renounce Blackened eyes And broken hearts Lies and death Top the charts Nothing left A barren waste Never coming Is the day Yellow moon hangs In the sky With scars upon Of nights gone by Forever black Forever cold Tis a tale of truth The should be told Lost In A Crowded Room
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Mon Feb 27, 2006, 5:11 PM

I don't think anyone ever looks at this any more. I know I've forgotten about it for almost a year. I'm at Minni now, but I'm heading to Madison next year. Things just didn't turn out the way I hoped. Anyways, that's all.

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Current Residence: Minneapolis
Interests: surviving college
Favourite movie: Rent, Crash
Favourite band or musician: Straylight Run, Mae, Phantom Planet, Deathcab, Dashboard
Favourite genre of music: I'm getting kinda emo
Favourite artist: Van Gogh, Dali, Picasso
Favourite poet or writer: Ralph Waldo Emerson, Walt Whitman, Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Personal Quote: "Be the change you wish to see in the world" -Ghandi
Tools of the Trade: compassion, mercy, and love

Email: ima1_girl_revolution@yahoo.com
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~staryied723 Dec 5, 2004, 2:44:49 PM

Hey Kelly, this is Kristen Radtke. I just wanted to say I'm sorry about everything that's happened.. I know it's not my business or my place, but ever since the incident I can't help but be a massive bitch to him. I hope everything works out for you, because you deserve so much better than what you've been given.

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How happy is the blameless vestal's lot, The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned; Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
"Obedient slumbers that can wake and weap.

~changetheworld Dec 16, 2004, 3:14:05 PM

Thanks bunches Kristen!
I'm really fine though. You never realize how happy you could be when you're holding on to something that's been dead a long time. I figured that out (finally!) and am doing "excellent well". You don't need to be a bitch to him, becuase I think one day he's going to realize what he's lost and regret it too late.